Well, the shit of this year finally hit full circle. But I suppose I want to start telling it from the start of the year..
My father was hospitalized the 23rd of December last year, he asked for me at New Years at the hospital since he was seriously afraid of dying. So I spent 2 nights at the hospital, unprepared, staring up into the ceiling, afraid of falling asleep since I was sleeping right next to my dad on a foldout bed on the floor. I had some good talks with my dad I suppose but the morning of the 2nd I got sick and started throwing up all over the place and I had to go home. My dad got so worried about me that he forgot about his fea