SO bleh bleh. FML.

Sorry for my inactivity, the internet bores me lately. Which is the saddest realization I've had in a long time. I've even lost my appreciation for drawing while having all this free time. I just keep waiting for a new month to come really. It means payday. Mmmmmm... Paaayyyy daaaaayyyyy.

You know whats worse than taking care of old sick people? Taking care of old sick family members. The mental abuse is just lovely really. But I'm surviving, this is really an eye opening experience to forever remind myself not to become that in the future when I'm old and sick as well. Bitter and lonely. Sheesh.

_{Oh.. Also I got into the graphics communications school... But I had to tell them that I couldn't start this year because my dad needs me here to take care of him. Damn. Need to take the entrance exam again next year.}

So anyway. My other kitten has arrived! He's so lovely~ Aku and Roku didn't like eachother much as first, Aku had some jealousy issues and kept stalking Roku around the kitchen and livingroom. But with each passing day they're getting friendlier and they're playing right now. They're so cute They are probably the biggest reasons as to how I can still be smiling. _{(Aku tops Roku all the time and Roku does not appreciate it <3 He's such a lil screamer )}

So. I'm taking care of my boredom issues lately. In a way. With some extravagant money spending. I just ordered the following:
-A Black PSP3000
-Dissidia Limited Ed.
-Crisis Core
-Tales of VS
-Tales of Vesperia for PS3 (preorder)
-Eternal Sonata for PS3

I don't actually have a PS3 yet, but I just recently learned that it is not region protected (I'm so slow I know) buuuut as soon as the slim comes out and I can catch a ride to Germany I'm getting one. I seriously almost cried myself to sleep in pure happiness knowing I can play US and JP games on the PS3 without having to chip. Before with my PS2 I only really used swap disc to play official games that I imported anyway.

I had the chance to try out Eternal Sonata and Tales of Vesperia for xbox at my best friends place last week. Yes. I actually got to out of the house to visit a friend for the first time in half a year! Whoop! (And it was only because my dad had been hospitalized with an infection and he had to be in isolation)
But yeah. I loved the graphics in Eternal Sonata and the fighting system seems so cool too. And with Vesperia.. Well it was kinda boring (maybe because my BFFs copy was in all german and I was too lazy to read...) at first but once we met Rita, it as the most awesome thing ever. I love her <3 She is awesome. (And just like me!)

Anyway. Yeah. So thats my life. I feel anti-social. When I lack happiness I lack in socializing. So pardon if you feel blatantly ignored by me.

WHICH also reminds me to give a nice shoutout to because I miss you dearly and I'm trying hard to formulate a non-emo email to you. But apparently it's taking time. But Hold on! It's coming! I haven't forgotten you... The draft is just snuggly hidden in my email waiting to be finished.

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